Wednesday, July 21, 2010

yeah, I dunno.

You haunt my dreams.

My days are never ending.
My nights go by too fast.
I hate the night.
I can never fall asleep.
I sleep too much.
I hate being alone.
I hate being with people.
I love being with people.
But I want you to be there, too.

My house is always dirty.
I want to move out.
I want to live here forever.
I want to live on my own.
I want roommates.
I don't like any of my friends enough to live with them.
I love my friends.
But, I don't want to lose them.
I want my parents to move.
I want to go with them.

I have no idea what I want to do with my life.
Well, I do.
I would love to be a house wife.
I know most people hate that,
but I think it's something I would enjoy doing.
I want to marry a man that will come home dirty.
Like the southern man from Sweet Home Alabama.
He's perfect.
I would love having a simple life like that.

I don't want to go to school.
I'm not good at anything.
I have no passions.

All I want to do with my life is fall in love.
Fall in love and see the world.
That's all I desire.

I've found someone who, I think, is the perfect person for me.
But he doesn't like me.
He did, but I ruined it.
And the timing is off.

Because nothing ever goes right.




1 comment:

  1. why. are. we. the. same. person. basically girl, we need to update each other on our lives because texting just doesn't cut it. <3

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